"Under Pressure" - Queen
So I'm in relationship limbo as of yesterday night.
"What does that mean?" you may ask yourself, and rightfully so. It means that Jane appears to like me (at least on some level) but there is a hitch in my giddyap. You see there is another guy from Harding, whom I know nothing about and, truthfully, I am content to remain thus. Between what she has told me herself and a little inference on my part, I figure they were talking before I ever came on the scene (so to speak) and that they are fast approaching dating status (though the distance thing makes that fact a little confusing). The agreement we reached is that until everything plays out with her and this harding guy, we will try to get to know each other.
My only real regret in all of this is that I've had a small crush on her since the beginning of gov't last semester and did nothing about it. I wasted and entire semester being so concerned with what one friend thought of her that I didn't go after her. Now it appears I've waited to long.
In semi-related news i made a complete ass of myself in front of her today, when we were prepping for the we the people picture. Brittni wanted me to massage her hip because it was aching and I am a fairly good Masseuse. Well as I was doing that Jane entered the gym James says, "Matt's about to get in trouble," and I go, "What?...Oh!!!" and immediatly sit down and slide away from brittni, but I'm pretty sure Jane saw it if she didn't she knows now, but the testimony of someone who is mentally lacking cannot be used against them in a court of law.
Just after that I made a complete ass of myself to Ms. Cotton. Because she wanted to Go ahead with our We the People picture with about half of the Columbia members missing, and i along with many others began to walk out to ask mister glover to page the rest of the team well apparently Cotton lost it after i left. She swore several times and through a hissy fit. My only response was that I had been trying to do that for a semester and when it finally happens i wasn't around.
Is it just me or are things moving insanely fast as compared to two weeks ago?
Oh and Georgia (my ex-mom) decided to change jobs to make more money but now her schedule might prevent her from seeing Lizzie on her 16th birthday, and even though I don't like Georgia nemore, Liz still loves her, and is trying to be close to her even with all the S--t she has put our family through, and this is how she repays her. makes me sick. She left a voicemail apologizing to Lizzie for it, saying that she just can't afford the to take the trip and get a truck to get her stuff from our house, basically saying she values her stuff as much as (if not more than) Liz. She cried. Lizzie doesn't cry much, she is probably the strongest person I know (when it comes to keeping things together under pressure) and when she does cry its because her heart is breaking over something... and I swear if I ever have to see my sister cry again, because of my mom breaking a promise to her... I don't know what I'll do but it won't be good.
Oh and the "Theme Song for the Day" is the very apt "Under Pressure" by Queen in honor of Lizzie, my little sis..
-matt
"What does that mean?" you may ask yourself, and rightfully so. It means that Jane appears to like me (at least on some level) but there is a hitch in my giddyap. You see there is another guy from Harding, whom I know nothing about and, truthfully, I am content to remain thus. Between what she has told me herself and a little inference on my part, I figure they were talking before I ever came on the scene (so to speak) and that they are fast approaching dating status (though the distance thing makes that fact a little confusing). The agreement we reached is that until everything plays out with her and this harding guy, we will try to get to know each other.
My only real regret in all of this is that I've had a small crush on her since the beginning of gov't last semester and did nothing about it. I wasted and entire semester being so concerned with what one friend thought of her that I didn't go after her. Now it appears I've waited to long.
In semi-related news i made a complete ass of myself in front of her today, when we were prepping for the we the people picture. Brittni wanted me to massage her hip because it was aching and I am a fairly good Masseuse. Well as I was doing that Jane entered the gym James says, "Matt's about to get in trouble," and I go, "What?...Oh!!!" and immediatly sit down and slide away from brittni, but I'm pretty sure Jane saw it if she didn't she knows now, but the testimony of someone who is mentally lacking cannot be used against them in a court of law.
Just after that I made a complete ass of myself to Ms. Cotton. Because she wanted to Go ahead with our We the People picture with about half of the Columbia members missing, and i along with many others began to walk out to ask mister glover to page the rest of the team well apparently Cotton lost it after i left. She swore several times and through a hissy fit. My only response was that I had been trying to do that for a semester and when it finally happens i wasn't around.
Is it just me or are things moving insanely fast as compared to two weeks ago?
Oh and Georgia (my ex-mom) decided to change jobs to make more money but now her schedule might prevent her from seeing Lizzie on her 16th birthday, and even though I don't like Georgia nemore, Liz still loves her, and is trying to be close to her even with all the S--t she has put our family through, and this is how she repays her. makes me sick. She left a voicemail apologizing to Lizzie for it, saying that she just can't afford the to take the trip and get a truck to get her stuff from our house, basically saying she values her stuff as much as (if not more than) Liz. She cried. Lizzie doesn't cry much, she is probably the strongest person I know (when it comes to keeping things together under pressure) and when she does cry its because her heart is breaking over something... and I swear if I ever have to see my sister cry again, because of my mom breaking a promise to her... I don't know what I'll do but it won't be good.
Oh and the "Theme Song for the Day" is the very apt "Under Pressure" by Queen in honor of Lizzie, my little sis..
-matt
posted by Matthew Flowers | 3:55 PM
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sorry things have been so bad for you.
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